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Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
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10:46 pm
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Take the quiz: "What Kind of Pervert are You?"
 The Passionate Pervert The Passionate Pervert: You are passionate, you seem to be more dominate in this area because of your gentleness, the power to make something beautiful out of nothing at all. Even though you show understanding of someone's past, present, or future, either they might not understand you, or you don't want to complicate their life with your problems. You want them to know who you are and share an intimacy that is beyond comprehension, but fear of getting too involved and not being able to get out with your heart still intact.
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10:34 pm
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Take the quiz: "What kind of sex should you have?"
Kinky You like whips, chains..... crazy stuff. You are creative with sex. Keep it going!!!!! I hope you have a partner as kinky as you, otherwise you wont be satisfied.
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10:33 pm
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| Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
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8:42 pm - Yes!
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Yes! My name kicks ass. Tommorow I'm going to six flags with jamie and some people. Itll be fun, But im a little sick and i need to get unsick by tommorow or something. I need orange juice. I've been to six flags allot. I want to go through the safari but jamie said no lol. Im moving to Cali as soon as i can. Right on a damn beach, and im gunna do nothing but surf and relax. Deep down im a beach boy. Ive always want to go to cali, and never got there. I really have nothing else to say.
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8:35 pm
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| Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
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5:18 pm - The Grass isnever Greener on the otherside.
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Unt unt unt unt unt....(insert techno remix).. Whats new. Lets think. Hmm. Well i really wanna make a wacked out comic book novel, but thats not really new. Whats new? I've been playing basketball in gym everyday lately and im getting pretty good. I am great at getting rebounds. Actualy im good at the whole game except making the ball in the hoop, wich is a big part, but im gettting better at that. Like today i was wrecking the other team. I made a bunch of shots. I accidently made a doctors appoitment for the same day as the sixflags trip so i have to rescedule. Jamie said it was ok but i want to make her happy. :) Because i love her :).
Fuck this. You know what i dont like bullshit and dramma, but im getting a little to pissed off. If you think you are my friend or something. Then here is a simple thing to go by to pervent me hating you. Dont be an asshole. See how easy it is. Like me detail it a little more. Dont talk bad about my friends to my face. Dont invite yourself along to hang out if i didnt ask you. Dont be an idiot when fucked up. Dont do something stupid if you know better. Simple enough. I think so.
Im not refering to anyone specific, but if you see yourself doing any of these things. Stop at once and run away.
I kinda wanna get in a fight.
This probably the longest update of purely my thoughts.
A wise person once said, "By the end o senior year you will know who your true friends are, and most of the time they arnt around."
current mood: creative
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| Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
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10:57 pm - Porn
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It seems lately people have gotten what they deserve. This is a good thing, though some others are walking free. Im sure theyll get it in the end. Allot of people are seeing through the bullshit of other people, I love this. Friday night jamie went to a graduation party, so i was bored. I tracked down some people at roccos house. Then we went to tims house, and chilled. By the end of the nigh the beer that was in my stomache was all over my pants. I think someone took a picture of me too. The next nite i took it easier. Me and jamie chilled and watched Idian Jones and the last crusade. Idian jones is the man. It was nice, i need a relaxin day with jamie. Then later on we heded over to eds and chilled. Nice keg to chill with. We had fun and then I walked her home and we split a chiken wrap lol. Then i headed back down. The keg was EMPTY! My heads were still chillen and slowly less and less were there. Then i tried to sleep and jess beat me up. So finaly some of us were going to sleep and Ed and nicky wrestled in the other roomm loud as hell till 5 in the morning. Until they just passed out. Theres not much else to say. Later.
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| Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
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3:37 pm - Setting the record
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Hey everyone. Lately i've heard some missconcemptions about whats going on around here. A few were against me to my surprise. I really dont want to participate in this bullshit, but I feel the need to set things straight. I apoligize to all who are my friends and ar affected by this. The following conversation is the reason certain events took place, and why certain people are wrong.
AveRAGEOUTkast (6:37:10 PM): puh, who is going to be out Xbraketheglass7X (6:37:29 PM): me gab joeburns liz later on...& whoevers at matts Xbraketheglass7X (6:37:33 PM): & probably more AveRAGEOUTkast (6:38:04 PM): oh....joeburns aye?... AveRAGEOUTkast (6:38:20 PM): sounds like a bad situation Xbraketheglass7X (6:38:26 PM): why you no like joeburns? AveRAGEOUTkast (6:38:52 PM): i like joe...but joe liz same place, and everyone else, just seems like a bad situation Xbraketheglass7X (6:39:02 PM): wtf Xbraketheglass7X (6:39:05 PM): its really not Xbraketheglass7X (6:39:15 PM): lol Xbraketheglass7X (6:39:40 PM): you might as well say AveRAGEOUTkast (6:39:45 PM): whats gonzo, or joeys screen name AveRAGEOUTkast (6:39:55 PM): might as well say what? Xbraketheglass7X (6:39:56 PM): "O LAUREN & LIZ IN THE SAME PLACE SOUNDS LIKE A SITUATION" Xbraketheglass7X (6:40:22 PM): dont have gonzos new one & joeys not home for another 20 mins Xbraketheglass7X (6:40:33 PM): but joeys noahfects7 AveRAGEOUTkast (6:40:49 PM): no, you herb....i love liz, and you, but joe burns tossed in ads some trouble Xbraketheglass7X (6:41:04 PM): why? Xbraketheglass7X (6:41:15 PM): its just like anyone else Xbraketheglass7X (6:41:30 PM): its trouble if you let it be trouble Xbraketheglass7X (6:41:55 PM): you & everyone else have to tell danny to fuck off cuz his bullshits been tired for a long time AveRAGEOUTkast (6:42:27 PM): you dont even know what your talking about so dont talk bad about danny and you fuck off
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| Thursday, May 13th, 2004
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12:10 am - Quizzy
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THE RANDOM QUESTION SURVEY 001) What time are you starting this?: 9:30 002) Name?: Ryan 003) Date of birth?: March 3,1986 004) Sex?: male 005) Height?: 6'1"? 006) Eye color?: blue 007) Weight?: 212 008) Location?: Bayonne,NJ 009) Where were you born?: Secaucus 010) Have you ever failed a grade?: No 011) If you have, what grade did you fail?: -- 012) Do you have crush on someone?: This really beautful girl. 013) Do you have a bf/gf?: Yes 014) If so, what is their name?: Jamie 015) How long have you been together?: 8 in 2 days 016) What are you wearing right now?: Corderoy shorts. 017) Would you have sex before marriage?: Ha... 018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: um....nope 019) Are you a virgin?: Home run 020) Do you smoke?: .....can you be more specific 021) Do you drink?: occasionally 022) Are you ghetto?: Gehtto-fab 023) Are you a player?: Cant reveal that information lol 024) What are your favorite colors?: Green,Brown,Blue, and Jamie 025) What is your favorite animal?: Doggy 026) Do you have any birthmarks?: Um, i dunno...hold on 027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: I dont think so...id like to though 028) Who are your best friends?: Karl i geuss, danny, francis,JAMIE, danielle, and MAHER THE MAN. 029) Have you ever beat someone up?: Yes 030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: NO one 031) Have you ever been slapped?: Of course 032) Do you get online a lot?: Yeah 033) Are you shy or outgoing?: outgone 034) Do you shower?: Yep 035) Do you hate school?: Nah, just when they try to teach what they dont know 036) Do you have a social life?: I try not to, but it happens 037) How easily do you trust people?: sometimes not enough 038) Have you ever lied to your bestfriends?: Yeah i think 039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: A few 040) Would you ever sky dive?: yeah it would be fun 041) Do you like to dance?: sometimes, especialy when im crunked lol 068) Have you ever been out of state?: yeah 069) Do you like to travel?: Yes, much so 070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: Not yet 071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: Not yet 071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: yes yes yes yes 072) Are you spoiled?: no, i dont have much money, and what i have i mostly earned 073) Are you a brat?: deffinetly 074) Have you ever been dumped?: Semi once, but mostly i bounce. 075) Have you ever gotten high?: Yes 076) What's your favorite drink?: Bud 077) Do you like Snapple?: Of course there are so many flavors you cant not find one you like. 078) Do you drink a lot of water?: yes. i pee allot too 079) What toothpaste do you use?: uhm...im not wasteing time to find out 080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: Cell phone that does not work and has been lost. 081) Do you have a curfew?: eh the try to give me one 082) Who do you look up to?: Stan lee, Brad pitt, My dad, my brother, John ramano, and kevin smith 083) Are you a role model?: I try with some people, but not really 085) What name brand do you wear the most?: airwalk because everything else i wear is like different brandnames 086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: none 087) What do you have pierced?: nothing yet, but we'll see 088) What do you want pierced?: ears, and i still have to decide 089) Do you like taking pictures?: mucho so 090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: no 091) Do you have a tan?: Somewhat 092) Do you get annoyed easily?: not usualy 093) Have you ever started a rumor?: yes 094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: basicaly 095) Do you have your own pool?: no :( 096) Do you have any siblings?: a brother 097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs? boxers 098) Have you ever been played?: yeah 099) Have you ever played anyone?:yes. 100) Do you get along with your parents?: most of the time 102) How do you vent your anger?: work out, and eat 103) Have you ever run away?: yes, manytimes 104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: no 105) Do you even have a job?: no 106) Do you daydream a lot?: Very much, its a habit 107) Do you have a lot of exes? nah 108) Do you run your mouth?: I try not to 109) What do you want a tattoo of?: Im working on it, its gunna be my own art 110) What do you have a tattoo of?: nothing as of now 111) What are your favorite flowers?: dark red roses, they are evil sexy lol 112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: shut up 113) What does your most recent crushlooklike?: Shes bangin, but shes mine so you dont get to know. 114) Have you ever been bitched out?: i geuss 115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: hah 116) Are you a rude?: sometimes if need be so 117) What was the last compliment you received?: "what an ass" 118) Do you like getting dirty?: it happens 119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: innie 120) Are you flexible?: yes 121) What is your heritage?: irish,italian, and sexyian 122) What is your lucky number?: 5 123) What does your hair look like right now?: short and gay 124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: Yes 125) When was your last real heartbreak?: a while ago, but im lucky now 126) Describe your looks?: shut up 127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: id like it lighter 128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: sure 129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: sure 130) When was the last time you were drunk?: like a week or so ago 131) When was the last time you went on a date?: never 132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: ha...i dont care 133) Have you ever given?: yes 134) Have you ever received?: yep 135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: nah 136) Do you have one now?: no 137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: 2 or 3 138) Have you ever been skinnydipping?: yes 139) If yes, when was the last time?: -- 140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: mom 141) Do you cry a lot?: nah 142) Do you ever cry to get your way?:maybe 143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: my right arm useless thing 144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: herb 145) Are you the romantic type?: Yeah 146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: no 147) What do you like most about your body?: my um whats it called 148) What do you like least about your body?: gutt 149) Who did you last hook up with?: MAH girl. 150) When was the last time you threw up?: a minute ago 151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: could careless 152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: ripped, and torn 153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: no 154) What about cleavage?: i got none 155) Is your best friend a virgin?: should have asked me a couple of days ago 156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: yea 157) Have you ever been fucked up?: what kind of fucked up 158) What color are your underwear right now ?Blue 159) What theme does your room have?: cover as much wall as possible 160) What size shoe do you wear?: 11.5 161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: none 162) What is your screen name on AIM?: AverageOutkast 163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: yeah, if im confortable ill do whatever, you got a prob turn away. 164) How are you feeling right now?:tired 165) When was the last time you were at a party?: um like a week or so ago 166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: soon 167) What do you sleep in?: nothing 168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: of course 169) What is one of your bad qualities?: i get annoying to even myself 170) What is one of your good qualities?: Im told i see through peoples bullshit, i can read people easy, and id make a great psychatrist 171) Would you marry for money?: maybe, but id rather marry for love 172) What do you drive?: a skateboard 173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: im working on it 174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?:--- 175) What's does your lj username mean?: i dunno, karl made it, but im thinking it has something to do with being unlike others 176) What's your favorite lj to read?:kates 177) When was the last time you cried in school?:never 178) Do you wear Chucks?: no 179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: just gotta give me like 20 180) What time are you finishing this?: 8:00
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| Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
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9:11 pm - Ice cream disaster
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I havnt updated in a while. I dont actualy have much to talk about. From what i can tell most of you know already whats going on lately, but no big deal. I got caught in the storm before and lighting struck down like 3 blocks away..LOUD!....Then i came home and ate one bowl of ice cream, felt fat, then ran to workout at the karate school. I worked my ass off. That ice cream is long gone now. Things with me and jamie are going damn good. I love her more and more every day. :) Shes my shinning star lol. Thats from a comercial if you dont know. I want more ice cream but i may just kill myself instead.
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| Saturday, May 1st, 2004
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9:19 pm - Adults
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I dont usualy like to talk about my relationship problems, or stuff of that sort in public, but I pushed to further disliking parents. I dont like talking bad on them because then it sends a biest opion to people, and I dont wanna be that guy who turns anyone against there parents, start anything between anyone and their parents, or make anyone seem like they have to choose. Parents just cant let go. They are like a five year old with their bottle. They need to let go a little. Especialy when someones 17, and a half a year to being adult. Later curfew, more freedom. No throwing a fit when your child isnt going to stay home for dinner. Dont they relize were growing up. Not to mention the fact that their child is a saint, and compared to allot of other peoples kids out there, this one could be jesus. It just pisses me off. They will be slapped with reality when were off to college and they have no control at all. Im in the mood to get crunked and watch some tv and listen to music. Im tired as hell and my feet hurt. It was a long day. Im not going out tonight. I just wanna work out more and go to sleep. Thats really all I have to say for now. Later
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| Sunday, April 25th, 2004
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11:23 pm - Scenester test
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Lets see how much other people copy my great fashion sense.
1. studded belt - 2 points: 0 2. dyed black hair - 2 points: 0 3. thick rimed glasses - 2 points: 0 4. tight shirts/pants - 2 points each: 8points 5. gaudy belt buckle - 2 points each: 0 6. clothing bought from a thrift store: I am a thrift store 0 7. having hair with bangs longer than the rest - 2 points: 0 8. trucker hats - 2 points: 0 9. messenger bag - 3 points: 0 10. livejournal/myspace/friendster account - 2 points each: 2 11. saucony/new balance/ converse shoes - 2 points per pair: 0 12. mountian climbing key thingy - 2 points: 0 13. X'd up mosh gloves - 10 points: 0 14. scarf - 2 points: 2 15. refering to bands as acronym - 2 points: 2 16. vegan diet - 5 points: 0 17. vegitarian diet - 0 18. food not bombs participation - 5 points: 0 19. straight edge - 5 points: Thats scenester. Im not to sure most people do drugs. 20. aspiring photographer - 3 points: 0 21. using adj from the late 80's/ early 90's (i.e. rad, gnarly, rockin', etc.) 1 point for each word in vernacular: 0 22. pins/buttons 1/2 point each: I GOT ONE PIN YES! 1/2 POINT 23. plugs/body piercings - 2 points each: 0 24. vinyl collection - 10 points: 10 25. moldy peaches fan - 10 points: 0 26. liking metal seriously - deduct 5 points: Fuck who made this. Someone find out and tell me who.....-5 27. liking metalcore - 5 points: Metalcore?...i shit on you 28. reading books over 300 pages long - 3 points: 3 39. riding a bike - 5 points: 5 30. participating in "the mosh" - 5 points: 5 31. tea aficianado - 5 points: 5 32. writing poetry - 5 points: 5 33. attended 50 shows or more in a year - 2 points: 0 34. attending hell fest - 5 points: 0 35. being in a band - 5 points: 0 36. working at an indy record store/health food store - 5 points: 0 37. clapping durring midpaced part of a song - 5 points: 0
42 1/2! Oh yeah i kick ass....This test is herandous. Its not accurate at all. Allison im gunna kick your ass for bringing this to anyones attention!
I had a great weekend with jamie. I thought i would just announce that. I love her. I shall make my own specifications soon.
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10:13 pm - I yearn for Purple??
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 Your Passion is Purple!You're passionate - but more people view you as funky. You're more about sampling the different flavors of passion... Not that you don't mind getting swept off your feet. It's just you need a little someone new every once and a while. What Color Is Your Passion?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
Yeah i went to quiz diva. You got a problem.
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| Saturday, April 24th, 2004
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1:14 pm - Ecstacy
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Hey everyone! Guess what!? Thats right the government lied to us again. Oh well kinda use to it by now. Well according to a new study on ecstacy developed by an independent firm in germany(not american government) ecstacy only affects your serotonin level by a 5 percent level, and in three months of stopping use your levels are back to normal. This 5 percent decrease is not large enough to affect a person dangeriously, but longer term affects have yet to be determined. I couldnt care much about it being safer, though it may not in long term effects, but more im just pointing out the government lied again. Im just a little pissed of that the government is running us! When it was created for us to run! The government should not tell us what to watch, eat,hear, touch. When i see in the news every day the government trying to sensor what i wanna watch it pisses me off. The world is a big store of choices and i wanna choose what i want, not have some government official who wants to make the world more god worthy tell me what to watch. Let me put it as simple as possible in clear text. IF IT OFFENDS YOU, YOU STILL HAVE THE CHOICE TO CHANGE THE CHANNEL. NOT THE CHOICE TO TAKE IT FROM THOSE IT DOESNT OFFEND. Please people take control back and keep your choices open. The government wasnt made by us, to control us. It was made by us to be controled. Hell if i had enough backing i would start a revolution of metomorphasis to change the government and spread the power differntly. Our country is to spread and diverse to be mainly controled by a central government. We need to spread the government better. And get closer to the peoples voice. You know actualy go by the idea "for the people, by the people." By the way I love jamie! :) Muah! Alright im out.
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| Tuesday, April 20th, 2004
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10:37 pm - I love Jamie!
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I love jamie. She is so good to me all the time, and i think she deserves better then me. Dont you think so?. Shes a great softball player too. Yesturday my parents left for atlantic city, and havnt gotten back yet. Today was 420 too, and you all know what that means. I hung out with miguel, jessica, ally, and edwardo. IT was kool, we were at hudson park and miguel jogged the track. Then we drove around in his convertable, wich is kool when its hot out. I missed jamie all day though. She has games all week so i dont get to see much of her this week :( . Well at least this weekend we'll get to chill. Saturday im playing basket ball with danny and a bunch of people. I completely suck too, so this should be a great site. Well im gunna finish working out. Later.
current mood: determined
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| Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
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12:13 am
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| Monday, February 16th, 2004
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1:16 am
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Today was koo. Me and jamie went to see a movie. "Miracle" it was good. Then we just chilled alone ;-). It was a pleasent day. The other day i was watching "Thirteen" at francis's with danny and flip flop. That movies is freaky, i dont wanna do anything illegal again and i wanna beat the shit out of thirteen year old girls and Meranos, even though i passed out halfway through it. Yo i need a job. I started painting for my dads ish and im getting money for it. Hes selling recreation of comic book covers on ebay, and recreations of other things. So i offered to help. They are selling pretty well. Peanut butter and apples.....ok i have nothing else to talk about...Peace
current mood: anxious current music: Shut the hell up
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| Thursday, February 12th, 2004
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11:17 pm - Bliz-angin
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Hey everyone. I thought if i waited a while before i updated then id have a bunch of lil interesting things to put and my journal would be interesting, but no. Lol Not much has been going on. I secretly despise allot of people. I love jamie even more. Valentines day is comming up. It should be bangin. Jamie sent me a rose in reg. I convinced her that i wasnt getting her one, but i did. Slick mo fo i am. My art teacher wants me to enter a contest or something, and my art work gets displayed it should be kool. I think im gunna do a painting. Tommorows going to be a long day i think. Im going to daves to do some chillin, and jamie wants to know what im doing, but some of it is secret lol... I love you jamie. later everyone...Wait almost forgot. My friend IMs me and makes a joke about smocking weed, and something abbout how it would piss someone off if we said it, and my dad saw the IM and was like you better not be doing anything stupid. So i didnt know what the hell the IM was because i didnt read it all when my dad was freaking out, but its all ok now...COld cuts! what?........ok Peace.
current mood: cheerful current music: Finch-Letters to you.
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| Sunday, February 1st, 2004
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12:52 am - Yo yO yo bitches
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I want a i want a giant pez dispenser that dispenses beer. I started a new project. Im gunna paint things on my wall, im starting with a paradise scene. It has two palm trees on each side of a beach with a sunset, and a surf board. It makes me happy. Jamie came over when i was in the middle of sketching that on the wall. We just hung around a bit, and stuff, then she slep allot. I drew her while she slept. I think it looks good. I was gunna go chill with some people and shit after she left, but forget that. I'm gunna relax. I was chillin with maher a few blury moments ago. We were just walking about, and maher suddenly turns his head and gives this wild stare. So i turn my head sharply and find his look is directed at this bangin ass milf. She started to slowly turn with this wierded out look, and maher just kept with the stare. She suddenly wobbled at the knees. Then in the blink of an eye she shoots to the floor infront of maher and starts giving him bangs oral. This blows my mind, i got nothing to say except. Maher is the man, and a spleen. Peace.
current mood: amused
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| Tuesday, January 27th, 2004
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12:51 am - Screamo is my name-o
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 Screamo Wow I'm getting out of here, screamo people are usually violent.... great music taste but PLEASE don't hurt me......
Punk Or Poser brought to you by Quizilla
I am screamo according to the magical quiz. I love my jamie. Hah the funniest shit happen today. Me and jamie were sharing an intament moment(get me) and all of a sudden Pat walks in the room. She quikly ran back out lol. Me and jamie felt so embarassed, but Pat is kool and just made fun of my pale ass for 20 mins before my dad got home. He doesnt know. Oh yeah update on my design. It has done like a 360 i thought of some really good ideas to improve it and its basicaly totaly different, its gunna be so good.
current mood: awake current music: From Autumn to Ashes- Cherry Kiss
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